My thoughts are racing. My head is spinning and pounding. Most of my time is spent searching for answers where there are none to find. I am getting better at removing myself from situations emotionally. I wish to find peace, yet I am constantly full of turmoil. I am usually pretty good at keeping my tears at bay, but some nights I find comfort in the feeling of them streaming down my face, washing any pain away with them.
I hate feeling weak. I hate feeling like my whole world is ending. I am dreading Thursday. I have no idea what the day will bring. I hope to have some happiness and to enjoy my day off. I guess we will just have to see...
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